Gone

So yesterday's ward visit had a bitter sweet moment at the beginning. I walked into B ward with my usually singing and greetings (I love trying to imitate the ladies Liberian English while singing some Liberian/ West African worship songs) only to realize that my ward was way to quiet. So as I looked at the beds I realized it was quieter for two reasons: 1. there were no children in the ward and 2. three beds were empty!

I was so upset and asked the mamas where was Felicia with Moses and James and Abraham with Darling Boy. And they informed me they were gone! I was hoping that they meant they had been moved, although I already knew the answer, and the informed me that they had been discharged that day. I truly was upset. These were two amazing families and the kids were just lovely. And I hadn't said goodbye or anything! Darling Boy was one of the old familiar faces since he was there much longer than the average patient. And Felicia's twins were just lovely and so adorable. And I could not believe some of my favorite kids were gone. I was not ready for them to go.

But then I realized how selfish I was sounding in my own head. These were patients not my personal after work toys. They were here for a purpose and were successful enough that they could be discharged. So I had to suck it up! Which is funny because the mamas were comforting me about being sad. So we rejoiced together that they were able to go home. Joanna informed me that she would be leaving on Monday, which means her daughter Angela will be going as well. I was not happy about this until she made me laugh by reminding me that we all must go home eventually. And I am happy that she will be able to return and use her once burned and contracted limbs more flexibly. And Felicia's twin boys are healthy and happy again. And Darling Boy is able to run and jump just like any other 8 year old.

I still needed to hunt down my kids and take in a good game or two. This was easily remedied by looking on A ward and we were able to rejoice together that a few people had gone home and they too would be going soon!